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Ya Allah
When will i die?
Why cant you take my life early?
So that i dont have to commit suicide
Why?
Im thinking about giving up on my life
Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
Even my families hate me
Please
Should i kill myself right now
I just cant hold this anymore
I dont want to suffer anymore
Why?
At least put that 'brave' in me
So that i brave enough to kill my self
At least i brave enough to take my own life.
Im so scared Ya Allah